Today, my 14 year old golden labrador had to be put down. It was done at home, and I stayed with her during he process until she passed away. I had been crying all day, she died about 11am, and we have buried her in the garden. I miss her terribly and the house feels so empty and quiet. Its only the last two days or so, she hasnt really been eating and she could stand up. In the night, the vet said she may have had a stroke because she had fouled and was lying in it (because she cant move) also, she was breathing funny and clearly wasnt happy, she always wags her tail when she sees us, but today, she was just an empty emotionless dog.She had lots of cancer that couldnt be operable, apparently labradors are prone to cancer. I am just so heartbroken. I didnt go into work, and we keep finding things of hers, and photos and makes me cry. When will it get easier? I dont want to forget her, but I feel guilty when I try to do other things to "take my mind off it" please no insensitive answer
2007-01-23
01:47:18
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