I'll try and keep this short :)
A very good friend of mine was only 27 and killed by a drink driver two weeks ago.
After this I started over eating, stopped going to the gym (I use to go 3 hours a day), stopped going out, stopped volunteering, stopped dating, stopped seeing my friends, stopped spending an hour getting dressed in the morning haha.
I'm not super religious, and if I continued with my normal routine I wouldn't hurt anyones feelings, his family and our mutual friends wouldn't even see me while I'm at these different venues.
I'm not even crying about it as much now. My question is everyone else from his sister to his mom seem to be doing fine and have already moved on like nothing has happened. I feel odd enjoying my life when he had to die so untimely and can't be here to enjoy life.
How do I get rid of the guilt? Or can anyone give me some words of wisdom besides " he would want you to go on" haha :)
Thanks
~Still Wearing Black
2007-10-30
13:45:05
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