I was off and on again depression since last year. I am divorced. I am so tried of thinking of suicdce and things like that and I know this is not who I am. frist went through bad divorce (sept 12, 2007) (even without childern), my grandmother in hosptail, broken off the relationship, and my fear of being pregant (I took one preg test two weeks later after relationship with my ex-boyfriend and another one a week later, and took one at the hosptial er room two days later when I was weak, no sleep, dehyating, and cramping, those three result is neg). I am having enough.. If I am pregant, I will try to do my best to take care this child. Depression is hurt so bad. Any best adivce what can I do after my dream was scared me so bad when i dream of myself commit sucidue that cause a baby (which it was my baby in the dream but not in real life) and my own ex-boyfriend crying over me. I woke up almost crying.. What should I do? Also, i am worry about my own health that if I am preg. PLS Adivce!
2007-10-30
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Country Gal
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