I am a very emotional guy - my dad died of cancer and my first fiance broke it off with me. Soon after, I met this girl who was really special, but I was pushing everybody away because I was afraid of losing more people I loved. I really hurt this girl, even though I didnt mean too. I thought about her alot, but thought she hated me so I tried to move on and I met another girl whose dad was dying of cancer - I got emotional, I asked her to marry me before he died. Now Im so unhappy - I feel unappreciated and unloved and I was thinking about this other girl and I contacted her & found out she still loved me, so I started having an emotional affair with her. I lay in bed at night next to my wife and think about her - I close my eyes and feel the electricity in our kiss. So I told the girl & we got pretty down & dirty in our emails, but I got scared because Im supposed to be a good christian so I broke it off & hurt this girl again. Now Im terrified she will tell wife, more info
2006-10-31
15:48:47
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stlsoulrebel
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