I was molested @ 11 yrs old by my 17 yr old boy stepcuzin. We use 2 play house w/ my sis, 9, my bro, 7, and his sis, 5. I thought nothing of it. I was mom n he was dad. He always wanted da others to play outside n play while he n I stayed n da house. He would lay on top of me n we would grind. I thought it was normal. All kids do it. But then he wanted 2 go further n take off our clothes. I didn't want 2 do dat. He would try 2 bribe me things but I protested. After dat incident, I wouldn't play house anymore. It went on 4 2 years (sex attempts )before I told someone. My parents confronted him n he was not to come around me but that was it. No one mention it again. I am 30 n married w/ no sex drive. I no it's bcause of my past. My cousin took my innocence and I don't no how 2 b a good lover 2 my husband. I do what's necessary 2 please my husband. In the beginning I feel some tingling @ first but then nothing. alot of times I don't want to do it at all. What's wrong w/ me?!
2006-10-29
14:50:18
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