Hi Guys,
I have a trip to Canada booked for 3wks time. I suffer from panic attacks which are crazily debilitating. Lately, day in, day out, I am freaking out about the trip and don't think I am ready to go. I am going by myself and staying with friends for 3weeks( i have only known them for a few months and we've had a few fights). My original decision to go was based on a guy that I had a crush on over there, but not sure anymore.
Everyone is so keen for me to go saying how it will really improve me as a person. But I just know myself, and I know that until the departure date, I will be living in a mental hell just dreading each day, not wanting to go. I lie awake at night thinking of ways I can cancel the trip and still save face (ie. break my leg or get sick). Can anyone out there please please help me and tell me what to do? I don't think I'm ready to do this on my own, and I need HELP!! Please help! I don't want to go but I dont want to look like a failure/wimp either :( HELP!
2007-06-20
04:26:07
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SultiPep
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Mental Health