So, the big day finally came, and I was part of the wedding party. Right after the ceremony, i started drinking. By the time i was asked to leave at 9pm, i pretty much pissed off everybody, accused of hitting on two 17 years old, a married woman, of making some guests leave, and ruining everything.
I have never felt so ashamed. It has been two days, but i have been avoiding everybody, especially my parents, since I feel that I have let them down. I don't live at home but i live close enough to usually visit them on sundays. i don't know when i will be able to face them once they get word of what happened since they left the wedding early.
i have been seriously thinking about giving up alcohol completely because i know see is that all it takes is one bad judgement call to make a mistake, and i want to be able to show how badly i feel about everything.
it was all my fault, i am accepting the consequences for everything. i just don't know where to go from here.
2007-08-06
10:06:20
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24 answers
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Oscar R
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