This might be a VERY difficult question to answer, but here it goes. I rasied my son (or had custody of him) up to 6 months of age. The day he turned 6 months, I was sitting in jail... both my boyfriend & I. My boyfriend (who is also the father of my child) & I lost custody of our son due to drug use. DSS (Dept. of Social Services) got involved. Anyway, to make long story short, what I am wondering is, does my son even know who I AM to him? Does he know I am his "mommy?" He is 14 months now (a little over a year) and I don't think he has a clue. I do have visitation rights and they are supervised (until further notice). My man's aunt has temporary custody of him. It gets to me that he doesn't show me affection the way he does her. I get jealous. I only see him like twice a month. Sometimes I think that he doesn't even know who I am and that I'm just another human being to him. It hurts. And for the record, I am clean/ sober and am trying to get him back. My b/f & I, both.
2006-12-25
15:58:42
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