I'm tired of being hurt, & I'm tired of my own brothers & sisters, including twin sister hating me. Besides, if I died by accident, they'd make a joke & lie & say it's suicide anyway. I'm just so depressed right now. I'm tired of being unappreciated, misused, & abused & never being good enough for competitions like jobs & stuff. People tell me I don't have a right to have fun, I don't have a right to reproduce kids. I'm crazy & this & that. I'm tired of being hated, I'm tired of the grudges, I'm tired of being poor, I'm tired of my mental illness getting the best of me, & I'm tired of the doctors judging me & shoving pills down my throat. I really need help, & people ignore me & say it's a cry for attention. I wanna be normal like everyone else. My like is destroyed because of my past history. How can I forget about it?
***& Yahoo! you're pathetic & abusive to give me a VN for trying to seek help. I really don't wanna die, but my life is getting worse. Tired of struggling & stress!
2007-09-16
15:28:19
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Mental Health