Here's my problem, When I was ten years old and I was back in my country my Dad always used to come drunk and hit my mom and my big bro. and sometime he even hit me with a hose or with whatever he could find (wires etc.) and I started hating him so much, until the day he got really sick and died, and I remember that when he was being lowering down to earth It was raining and everyone was crying but me, I remember that I laughed the hardest I could, I was so happy, but I still remember how I laughed! I can't forget.
Now at night I get nightmares of that day, is it bad? sometimes I can't sleep, Is it my mind feeling guilty, or redemption, Help what can I do??
2007-04-09
18:10:16
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Vicz101
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Mental Health