I dated a married man for 11 years. I know...I know. Why? Long story. Not enough room to write it. Anyway, I ended the relationship over a year ago. I am ashamed for my part in it. It was something I did and now I have since moved on. At one point I had feelings for him, he didn't. Our relationship was F***ed up. When we were still together, eight years in, I asked him if he loved me? Love was something he and I never discussed, in all of that time. I decided since this thing had been going on for years, and I had tried many time to end it, and he'd always come crawling back, I thought I'd see if he had any feelings for me. His reply to "Do you love me?" was "No...but you don't know how many times I have wanted to love you?" LOL! WTF? I have often wondered why he couldn't have just said no and left it at that. Instead he had to add more to it. All I wanted was a straight answer. Instead, I guess I got his guilt trip. LOL! What do you think it was.
2006-07-14
14:19:01
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