Ok, I used to cut myself, and she found out not very long ago. She thinks that someone has to be psychologically ill to intentionally hurt themselves, and she knows I'm not mentally ill or anything, so she thinks that me cutting is self-indulgent.
I know I can't make her understand. I don't think u can fully understand it unless you've done it unfortunately. The problem is that she wants to check my legs now for cuts, and when I show her, she says things like "you're gonna get scars!" and "people will see these and know you're a cutter!"
I know i can't make her understand, but she's told me herself that she feels no pity towards me at all. This is something that I feel really stupid getting involved with, and shes not helping at all. I want her to understand that this is something that I'm struggling with. I feel like if i try to open up to her, i'll come out as disgusting to her. What should I do?
2007-05-12
11:33:37
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