I did it yet again, inspite of him, cautioning me, making me nderstand the pros & cons i did this mistake yet again & this is not the first time. Earlier also we almost broke off due to this, my trying to search for a male friend as soon as we have a fight. I hurt him so much that he says he has absolutely no feelings for me now, but truthfully I dint do it with any intentions of betraying him, its my habit, a filthy habit, that I am ashamed of. I dint knw that my mistake this time would cost me so dearly. I love him a lot & i dont want to lose him but I dont even have the face to ask for pardon. He loved me a lot, he cared for me & kept me like a treasure yet I hurt him. He said my habit is so damaging that it will be more painful if we get married. There's no end to my penance, i hate myself. I am dying every moment, what do I do? where do I find peace? How can I stop him from leaving me? How can I bring back all the feelings that once he had for me? I am lost...... Pls help.
2007-05-12
23:55:19
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