My ex used to manipulate me on a grand scale. He used to shout and swear at me, humiliate me in public and chipped away at my self esteem.
I saw him for the first time this weekend, and went looking gorgeous and held my head up high. He followed me around the entire evening, kept trying to touch me and talking to my friends that he usually doesn’t spend any time with. I kept it together and just gave him the tiniest of acknowledgement.
Last night I cracked and text him to say that I missed him. He replied he did too, that it was great to see me, that I looked gorgeous and that he’d always have strong feelings for me and that he couldn’t wait until Ibiza (group friend holiday).
I asked him back, stupidly, and he said no. Thing is, if he had put even the slightest bit of effort in, I’m sure things would be good, but he just continued to do things he knew upset me.
He cut me out of his life to make things easier for him, then last week kept texting and e-mailing saying
2007-07-18
03:44:39
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