im 30 i have borderline personality disorder, PTSD, never made any friends in life, never had a partner...never been employed...never gained any qualifications....im bald, have aged badly have physical imperfections...two missing teeth. front bottom row.
as i try to pursue therapy and treatment...i stay here in my one bedroom apartment...locked away from society because of bad anxiety and panic....scared to go out......no one to turn to.
and its like no one cares.....im just being allowed to rot..
people go about their happy lives...ive missed out big time and i feel extremely angry and bitter..
im just shut out of society...i look 45 and im just 30...with my history how will i ever get a top job at this late stage?
how will i fullfill goals of emigration away from the uk to build a new life?
how will i find happiness, love, acceptance and a loving partner?
i canse sense its the end of the road for me, and im sensing others sense it to.
thats why im being shut out of society
2007-11-01
06:48:12
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