i hate that about myself...Im a girl and i cant have girlfriends,because i feel so jaleous of them:( its not even jaleousy i dont know how to call it...i feel so...ugly, worthless, stupid etc when im around sumone who looks grate and is grate. I mean i would never go behind their backs an talk bad about them, but i just feel so bad next to those ppl. so im hanging out with sum girls who are...well, not even fun, but at least i dont feel ugly with them...I dont know, today i ate with this girl from college, shes tall, dark beautifull...but shes not superficial at all shes pretty cool and fun...but i just cant chill out when im next to her, because im tryng to not say anything stupid, i try to be interesting and so on. I would LOVE to have FUN girlfriends, do all that girly stuff with them and so on, but i just cant because i get jaleous, and i try to be like they are...but i cant:( im not fun, not spontaneous, and i think its sumthing i cant change. Im desperate:(
2007-11-01
06:08:13
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