Im 19 and I just feel that every day is the same, I cant stand this place and wish i could go away forever. Im a huge social phobe and hate feeling heart broken all the time about stupid stuff. Im a pretty religious person and so it pisses me off when i feel this way because i know so many other people have it worse. But that doesnt make th e pain go away. I really want to end it but there are two problems, a) I dont want to go to hell, that would be effing scary, and b) i am too much of a wuss to try. I tried to see what it would be like to hang myself and got scared just wrapping the phone cord around my neck. the point i am making is, what the hell do i do? Do i just have to deal and live like this? Would God really just banish me to hell just like that?
2007-11-01 05:53:07 · 27 answers · asked by stelio2123 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
GOD either exists and you believe in seeing friends/family and your pets on the other side
or
There is nothing and you wouldn't know the difference anyway.
I am twice your age and feel I'm ready to crossover. I have been a good person, no longer have any goals needs or wants. I'm very disappointed in this world and tired of the aches/pains both mentally and physically.
Being a Catholic we always have the guilt about taking your own life.
I pray and communicate I'm ready and please let me go. For know I am leaving it in God's hands but want to go quickly and without pain.
As far as you being 19. I won't talk down to you and say the adult things like that's silly or you don't have any reason to think that way.
I help my Mother out because she has 2 major diseases and has a hard time walking.
I own a home and everytime I walk into the door I have 2 cats that run to the door to greet me and depend on me for everything,
maybe those are things that prevent me from moving on?
All I can say is Life is tough and not all happy like in the movies or tv shows.
We all feel the same emotions boredom,anger,frustration,being scared,etc.
Only thing is to try to make it through today ok and not worry about the next day until it comes
2007-11-01 10:35:16 · answer #1 · answered by crossingover 4 · 1⤊ 1⤋
How is your life a complete mess? How many people do you still speak to and see from your "young" school. When you leave, nearly all of the people you know now won't matter to you. Everyone hates school and you have a lot to live for, I think you are just hormonal. So why don't you find yourself some nice clothes, make-up and hair style, Work out, Start focusing on your school work, And start caring less for others opinions and be more independent in yourself, Crying about a situation doesn't solve it. And forcing yourself to be different for other people will only make the other people not really like you for who you are. All you really want is some more attention, some friends who like you more, and to be happier.
2016-04-11 08:38:55 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Have you spoken to your clergy or a doctor about your feelings? There are so many other places in the world than the one where you are currently situated. You might think about joining an organization like the Peace Corps or assisting with Doctors Without Borders or some other organization. If you busy yourself by helping others then your life might seem more fulfilling and give you some hope. I hope this helps and I will pray for you.
2007-11-01 05:58:49 · answer #3 · answered by SUMMERWE 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋
are you away at college hon? you need to find a counselor at school or in your community to talk with right now. even call the suicide hotline. please do not experiment with ways to die it may happen and it could be a slow painful death, get someone to talk to NOW!!! if you need to e-mail me I have been thru mad s-h-i-t in my life and have also been where you are. you can e-mail me by clicking my avatar and I am giving you the national suicide hot line #. I can also tell you as I have learned and told others it does get better. I know tho when you are in pain you just want the bad feelings to go away.are there any activities even reading that you enjoy? try to escape with reading, video games, of course answers until you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. God loves you and he will not give you more than you can bear. many many many hugs and prayers from me to you!!!
2007-11-01 13:43:18 · answer #4 · answered by shadowkat6927 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-prevention-program.html
Please visit this website. Go straight to the phone numbers. You need to talk to some one right away, hun. I am so so worried for you...This service it totally free, and these people can help to answer some of the questions you have and may be able to give you the encouragement that you need to go and see some one. I realize that you are young and may not have health insurance, but a service like this can find you free services in your community. It doesn't seem like it now, but there are ways out of depression. You really can feel good again with the right treatment. If this site doesn't work out, please post on here again so people can recommend another. You need support!
All my love and care!!!!
2007-11-01 06:06:59 · answer #5 · answered by checking answers 2 · 2⤊ 1⤋
Please go talk to someone who loves you RIGHT NOW!! Everyone goes through what you're going through at your age, but trust me, it does eventually get better. The fact that other people have problems doesn't mean that yours don't matter, they matter to you! Also, they matter to God, and He doesn't want you to live in depression. If you really feel like you may hurt yourself, go to a friend or family member or call a suicide hotline 1-800-SUICIDE / 1-800-784-2433; 1-800-273-TALK / 1-800-273-8255, or you can even call 911 or go to any ER and tell them how you are feeling, they HAVE to help you. There is no shame in getting help, it doesn't mean that you're crazy; crazy people don't see the need for help because they think there's nothing wrong! Please find someone near you to help you and then let me know that you're ok!
God loves you, you are precious to Him and He wants you to live a life of joy!
2007-11-01 06:05:25 · answer #6 · answered by bainaashanti 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Your biggest flaw could be your biggest asset in God's eyes. I don't know you personally, but it sounds like you're kind of "tender hearted". Do you think that's a "flaw", because I don't! One of God's specialties is turning our personal junk into beauty. He can turn what we think is bad into something good. True, there are people in worse situations than you and I put together, but maybe someone who is "tender hearted" is just what those people need. You don't know what God has in store for your life.
One more thought. Depression is temporary. When a person ends their life, there's no coming back, ever.
Ask God to send you one person for you to help. It will feed your soul.
I'll be praying too.
2007-11-01 07:05:42 · answer #7 · answered by gniknus 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋
You write as though you are on a planet with no library.
I suggest you volunteer. It matters not in what area, or for how long.
Depression is where a person dwells on the shadows, not the light.
If you try reading biographies of those who had 1,000 times the challenges you have, and it doesn't help, and if caring and helping invalids doesn't cause you to reassess your good fortune, then you need some psychological counseling.
A good friend would be nice, but in your present state, that may be difficult, as a growling dog never mates.
On the internet, you'll find tons of helpful hints to overcome depression if you type in "depression" in the SEARCH FOR QUESTIONS box above, and then spend time reading the hundreds of suggestions there, already given.
I was depressed a few time in life, seriously, and sleep, cleanliness, good diet, walking, sunshine, a hobby, music, spirituality and friendship helped me immensely.
Your age is a key also.
Try not to be 19 for much longer.
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2007-11-01 05:56:41 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 3⤋
What you need to do is pick up a community service assignment and value what you have and see what people are in desperate need of.
You are 19, you are not legal to buy a beer yet, you still have so much to live for! Ending your life is not the answer, think of your parents, friends other family.
Talk with your parents, let them know you are feeling down. They can help, they love you, remember you are not alone
2007-11-01 05:58:03 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 1⤋
To start off killing yourslef will not work. I am learning about depression in psych class now. If your suicidal go to the hospitial right away. But if you really where to kill yourself you may have done it right away bc people who are really depressed are not afraiding of dieing. Or maybe you did it because you feel numb and want to see if you still feel some pain. Go get some help, talk to a doctor I am sure they can help you. If not maybe you can do something you enjoy or start a hobbie. There is a solution to every probelm. Cheer up.
2007-11-01 05:58:24 · answer #10 · answered by Vin 2 · 2⤊ 2⤋