im 30 i have borderline personality disorder, ptsd reall bad to...............my thoughts race daily where i can't think strait or concentrate, cant hold onto a thought....cant hold my train of thought....i keep forgetting.....this happens every single day.
i find it very distressing.
i have alot of pent up anger from past bullying, where it went suppressed......years ago i had rage attacks in public where i would shout...start fights with people.....misinterpret threats...i would have out bursts of anger i couldnt control.
this has gotten better, i control it great, but still have all the underlying feelings.
my panic and anxiety so bad i dont leave my apartment unless i have to...i avoid public spaces.....i have been attacked by street gangs, when i used to have rage attacks, so this is why i think.
i have paranoid thinking that people are out to get me or ruin me...i find it hard to trust people. im always on the defensive and guarded.
to help me, can anyone 'define' the treat
2007-10-30
03:56:14
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