I have been suffering from depression for a little bit over a year and feel so alone. I moved away to a new city about 4 yrs. ago with my boyfriend and his friends. This past year has been the hardest for me and there is no one I can talk to about this. I now spend most of my time in my dark room feeling hopeless, afraid to socialize, eat once a day(on a good day), sleep more than 12 hrs. a day. , and always fatigued. My self- esteem has decreased so much and now feel worthless. My boyfriend never understood what I was going through and saw me get worse and worse and tried to convince me I can just turn it off (like a light switch) but it doesnt work that way. As much as I want to, I cannot mentally or physically get out of my depression. It has made me lose my friends, jobs, and now I am losing my 9 yr. relationship with him. I think about taking my own life so I won't have to hurt anymore and have no money for treatment .
2007-04-26
21:19:47
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