Basically, my organs aren't working sucessfully. I'm sick and my pregnancy has made things much worse. A few weeks ago my doctor told me that during the birth we both won't make it. I'm still numb. My husband and I have been crying. Why has it come to this....I'm so sad.
However, I want my baby to survive. I'm already sick, and I'm 34 years old, I've had a life, I want my baby to have pages of a book to fill in. Although my husband disagrees, he says he can't live without me.
My life is literally falling apart while changing for the better at the same time. For some time I was angry at god, angry that he was giving me this special gift and taking it away, but now im not angry. I feel so blessed. God gave me the gift to bring this blessing to the world around me!!!
What are things I can do for my baby? I want to leave her things for her to know about me.
As well, I need help. How can I get my husband to understand?
2007-05-29
12:59:41
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Marriage & Divorce