How does he feel about me now considering I was born again, felt his holy spirit inside me, (you instantly feel love for everyone, and a warm breeze going through you) then believed the holy ghost was from Satan, felt his Holy spirit leave me, heard him scream at me saying he wont ever forgive me, then imediatly realized Jesus wasn't Satan, that God wasn't the Devil, and that I was too paranoid/stupid to believe God was the Devil.
I hope he realized I have add, ocd, ahdh, I am bi-polar, I'm a gemini with multiple personalities, part of me likes holy things, part of me likes going crazy and sin, I think too much about everything, don't know who I truly am, yet he holds all that against me.
I screamed up in the air I hate you god your no God to many anymore and I hate you for making me. I told him you can't make me and I'm slowly getting more evil losing my good conscience everyday.
hmm...
So exactly what is happening here?
2007-09-08
10:42:47
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