How does he feel about me now considering I was born again, felt his holy spirit inside me, (you instantly feel love for everyone, and a warm breeze going through you) then believed the holy ghost was from Satan, felt his Holy spirit leave me, heard him scream at me saying he wont ever forgive me, then imediatly realized Jesus wasn't Satan, that God wasn't the Devil, and that I was too paranoid/stupid to believe God was the Devil.
I hope he realized I have add, ocd, ahdh, I am bi-polar, I'm a gemini with multiple personalities, part of me likes holy things, part of me likes going crazy and sin, I think too much about everything, don't know who I truly am, yet he holds all that against me.
I screamed up in the air I hate you god your no God to many anymore and I hate you for making me. I told him you can't make me and I'm slowly getting more evil losing my good conscience everyday.
hmm...
So exactly what is happening here?
2007-09-08 10:42:47 · 16 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
God wants to have a friendship with all of us.
If you truly have all the mental disorders the you claim...
do not worry too much.
By reason of your mental disabilities, God has provided for you a way out. By means of your inability to understand God, so as to put faith in him, he has the contingency of giving you a second chance, where your mental disabilities will be gone, and your head cleared, so that you can learn complete trust in him.
This is something that not even the best meds can offer to some of us with mental illness.
Take comfort my friend, truly, no person who is suffering from an incapacitating mental problem will be given anything less merciful than the rest of us.
2007-09-08 10:49:13 · answer #1 · answered by Tim 47 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I think that you should realize that Satan has nothing better to do except to deceive you. If you truly want God's forgiveness he will give it to you. I think you should seek professional help and I don't mean this in a bad way.
2007-09-08 17:55:28 · answer #2 · answered by Sheila E 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
God doesn't hate you...you hate yourself. God loves you very much but you can't begin to feel his joy until you begin to love yourself. God has given man/woman wisdom to help each other. There are so many professionals that can help you. Give them the opportunity.
2007-09-08 17:56:23 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Dear No Picture,
i think you are basing everything on your feelings and thoughts- which seem to be all over the place because of your bipolar, add, och, etc.
God loves you - regardless of how you act towards Him- (even screaming in the air at him). i think you need some professional help to help you deal with your feelings.
Hope that helps. Kindly,
Nickster
2007-09-08 17:53:00 · answer #4 · answered by Nickster 7 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Sounds like you are making YOURSELF crazy. What if there is no GOD? Who would you blame then?
I think you are having a crisis of belief. The sooner you let go of religious ideas, the better. There is no God, there is no Devil, No heaven, No hell. All you have is yourself and the life you live. Make the most of it and quit making yourself miserable, trying to believe something you don't.
2007-09-08 17:50:46 · answer #5 · answered by bandycat5 5 · 0⤊ 2⤋
you lost god as soon as you had sex now you just have to accept yourself, (find a way) and then see a therapist and take antidepressants to make your self not feel guilty anymore. I would suggest cognitive behavioral therapy and emdr therapy simultaneously 3 times a week or 5 years and you'll be happy again and god will love you again.
2007-09-08 17:50:51 · answer #6 · answered by crazy legz 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
go with it....
God only Loves.
You have many other entitites/ghosts living with you in that body so those are the voices you heard. Sort them out and kick them all out.
That is if you want an easier life..otherwise just go with it....
2007-09-08 17:51:59 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
he thinks you are an idiot, but he still loves you anyway
God would never scream at someone and say he would never forgive them..
calm down and give God a chance to help you....
2007-09-08 17:50:18 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 2⤋
You are His creation. Who, then, understands you better than anyone?
He's a true friend. Will a true friend stick by you?
2007-09-08 17:57:31 · answer #9 · answered by judysbookshop 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
So exactly what is happening?
It sounds like it's time to take your medications as prescribed.
2007-09-08 17:50:06 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋