i have been suffering for too long now, and I dont know what too do.
This past 2 years has been unbearable. Life is not getting better, no matter how hard I try.
I'm always alone. It's just me and my cat.
and Im tired of crying myself too sleep.
Everything began going down hill when I lost my grandma in 2005. She was like my mom, and actually made me feel loved.
I have so much regret, when i think back to the last few months before she passed away. I wish I would have made more effort too visit her or at least call her.
I think about all of this everyday.
I have tried to turn too god, but its not enough.
I feel like such a loser. I dont have a job, a diploma, absolutely no friends.. I just have nothing.
I feel so alone in the world.
I cant go out and make friends. Im a very introvert person and anyone around here, were I live is into the party/bar scene.
I cant talk to a counselor, because I am too uncomfortable opening up to anyone, let alone speaking.
2007-11-15
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