i have borderline personality disorder, with great social anxiety as well. im waiting to get therapy. i have problems with inner rage and impulsivity. until i know how to deal with going outside, i only go out when i have to, like to pay bills, to get food, i feel very nervous when i know i got to go out. ive had alot of aggressive outbursts in the past thats got me in alot of confrontational situations. ive been attacked to by gangs. and my inner rage frightens me. the sensation of feeling out of control..im 29 and hopin therapy can help. i appreciate my thinking gets distorted and i get paranoid about people. however when i go out, i do notice people do look and sometimes strare at me, and it makes me feel uncomfortable, it can trigger my anxiety attacks to and feelings of disossociation. detachment. i also become jealous and angry at other people living their lives. when im going through all this. so when i go out, thats all around me. all this can trigger rage attacks. but what i
2007-03-04
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