This is my last follow-up to this subject. I constantly try to keep myself depression/meloncholy etc. Music , thoughts, drawings or anything else than can keep me in the mood. It feels comforting, but if someone was depressed with me, it would be much better. I said in other posts I cut myself for the first time. Not a suicidal cut, just a simple cut. Since then I cut myself eight times just to see the blood run. It's very dramatic in the act alone. I'm looking for constant ways for a self-induced depression. I know I shouldn't cut myself; i don't have a better reason to do it, but I don't have a clear reason not to do it. It's like a tattoo almost, I won't die from it, I just cut to bleed a bit. Someone suggested i'm bi-polar, but i'm not. idk, but this life choice doesn't seem too bad once your in it. I feel in control. Only now I am beginning to accept it as who I am. Is this really a bad thing or just something that will pass over time. thanks to all who replied -ikarus_300
2006-10-23
10:18:48
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