I suffer from mild depression. I've cut myself in the past not with a knife but with other things. I've hit my head in the wall, just different things. I'm easily angered over the most stupidest things. Things that shouldn't even matter. I have done risky things in the past like unprotected sex and etc outside of my marriage. I get very violent, hostile when i'm mad/angry. I'm afriad that i'm setting my family up for failure. I know for a fact i'm damaging my children and I'm scared. Sometimes I feel my head is going to explode with racing thoughts. I dont even know how to make realistic/practical decisions. If it were up to me i'd prolly be living on the streets due to being bankrupt because i would have already spent everything i had plus some. Sometimes i'm more outgoing than other times. Sometimes i'm there but I just feel like i dont fit in or like i'm just withdrawn from everyone/everything.
2006-10-13
05:08:29
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blessings2mom
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Mental Health