or lose touch with reality..reason i say this is because i spend all the time in my own world, on myspace, living in non reality. and when i do go out im full of panic an anxiety, i cant look at anyone in the eyes, i feel alot of paranoia to, about peoples lookin at me, im still very much full of anger and rage, which i used to have alot of and everytime i went out i used to have aggressive rage outbursts at people and put myself in alot of danger..well that hasnt really gone away, i just think ive learned to deal with it better. but i live in fear of totally exploding with rage, i keep myself inside all the time, but when i do this to. i struggle with extreme low moods, i feel horrendous and have nightmares, plus have racing thoughts alot. i get worried& scared that in the future or now i wont be able to deal with reality, & have my needs met. have a job, move away, get my own house, have a girlfriend. as i realise u can only get all these when your mentally well, how will i survive ?
2006-10-16
20:10:39
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Mental Health