I'm out of work at the moment ( another unemployed teacher) and I can't stand it, I'm relying entirely on my partner for money ( supply work just doesn't give me enough) we have a wedding to pay for, and a new house, and I cry all the time, I know going out will make me feel better, but we make arrangements to do so and then I plead that we cancel them feeling that I don't deserve to go out, I don't deserve to have fun, I spend most of my time wishing I could run away and hide, and tell my partner that he should leave me and find someone else, and I know that it's only temporary ( hopefully one day I'll get a job) but I really can't cope and I'm making his life so hard too. Is it worth going to the doctor's for help, I feel reluctant to do it, will it provide a quick fix, or is it a waste of time?
2006-10-16
00:41:52
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emily_jane2379
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Mental Health