Me and my gf went out for half a year, broke up, and then got back together. we only broke up for two months, and that was cause of a mix up. when we were getting back together she admitted that basically, she'd been the type of girl that had a one nighter hear or there. not excessive. like once every six months. but she said she would get the urge for a make out or more with the wrong type of guy about once a month, usually right before her period, and about every six months she'd cave. i asked her if she ever cheated, and she said not on me.
Compared to me, she is a realy sexual person. sounds unusual that the girl would be more sex driven then a guy, but in this case its true. I’m busy and tired a lot, and just more easily satisfied I guese.
now - i never told her this, and it sounds sick, but the thought of her hook up is intense for me. In fact, the though of her being the wrong type of a girl is intense. Like being with a sexual rockstar. like a turn on. i fantasize about it. what happened. etc.
I’ve breached the topic, and talked about the possibilities, but when we were fooling around - and I act like its dirty talk I’m doing for her benefit - like to make sure we take of her itch before or after she goes out with her freinds.
i realy realy want to give her the go ahead to do it again. call me crazy, and i'll admit it. i want to give her a rubber, and say use at your pleasure. Like, she’s not a ho, so it won’t be like she’ll be doing it every time she goes out, but in the rare time when she really feels it, I want her to feel like she can without ruining our relationship. For me, I think the risk, and not knowing, and the cahcne something is hoppening is HOT!!!!!
I want to tell her but I’m worried about her reaction.
2007-11-25
07:50:32
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