I've only been married 4 years. I am no longer in love with my husband and have absolutely NO sexual desire for him. I think most of this is because I have caught him messing with other women twice, and he lied so blatantly about these situations, that I don't trust him At ALL. I no longer find him physically appealing, and can't say that I ever did--I fell in love with his spirit, and his mind, and at the time of our marriage I felt that was all I needed. But now there is just nothing there for me. My heart has been hardened by his cheating and lying. He wants to work things out, and doesn't want me to leave. But I don't feel anything for him. When he gets near me or tries to kiss me, I feel disgust, and his kiss feels wrong, and annoying. It's hard for me to watch him in his sadness, but he did this to himself. Somedays I feel pity for him, and somedays I wish he would just go the away. But I don't work and we have 2 kids, so I need his support for now.
2007-08-26
03:08:39
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