He left me in the midst of an arguement and we were fighting quite a bit lately, I do believe we both had issues we could have worked on, he however, was unwillingly to do so. I would have stuck by him through anything because I love him and we did have something very special.
After the breakup he had no contact with me for two weeks, I called him a few times but he did not want to talk and he refused any possibility of a future reconciliation. I Offered it all, a break, seeing eachother less I even told him that I would seek counselling for my controlling behavior, he wouldn't hear any of it. As time passed he began to respond to my emails and we got together a few times but strictly for sex. We mutually agreed on this arrangement, but I find myself struggling to keep my feelings out of it. He is the love of my life and if this is the only way to keep him in my life then I'll do it for now, but I will always hold out hope that one day he will come back. Am I just being dumb?
2007-10-30
07:23:03
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