I hate my life, I have no money and no friends and everyone screams and yells at me and all I want is to be left alone and for them all to get out my life and just let me be. My house is so small I can never be on my own and my mom just walks in and out my room when ever she likes and now her boyfriend has started to do the same. I cant be alone, I cant do anything on my own, I get treat like a little kid and when I don't do something that someone else wants exactly they way they want it I get screamed and yelled at, and even if I do get everything right I still get screamed and yelled yet and treat like I am 5.
My mom goes on about taking medicine and wont listen to a single thing I say, I feel like a freak and she don't even care, all she does is goes on and on and on about stuff I already know, and even why I do take it she still goes on about it and even when I got it she says I didn't get it and wont listen when I say I have so she forces me to take more of it.
I really like Connie and it isn't fair that we cant be together but I know why we cant and I am trying to stay away from her, see I want my mom to be happy and I don't want to wreck things but she don't even care a single tut about me and all she does is go on and on and on and on and doesn't stop.
My room is a mess and look like there has been a bomb in it and I am too depressed to clean it up, I don't see the point because anything I do is always compared to other people and I hate it, it makes me more depressed more sad, more angry, more hurt and no one seems to notice.
I don't go out, I don't have friends and I was forced to go to my uncles today and listen to a load of babbling dribble, all because my mom thought I should (help out), I hate it. All I want is to be left alone, on my own, in my room to listen to my music and play on my computer and I wish everyone would get off my case and let me live my life
Not that I have much of a life – I hate it but I don't know how I can change it, perhaps I would be better off if I could just die and save everyone the trouble.
Its so not fair
2007-07-22
23:52:19
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