Back in 2004, I lost parents to cancer. My mom died fast in the hospital in April, and I cared for my grandmother until she died in October. When they died, I inherited my brother and the house I grew up in as my responsibility. My brother has hypotonic cerebral palsy, making him a 5-yr-old in an adult body. AND my house had a flood last year, forcing some walls and ceiling to be removed. This I can deal with, but its my future that scares me. Before they died, I was cloistered by my parents in grammar and high school. They lost too many loved ones before I was born, they were afraid I would become lost too. After they died, I split caring for the house and my bro with college studies, but I'm screwed with my major. I chose Journalism, and I'm graduating this January, but I have no internships or writing experience to help get a job. Plus,I feel bitter and resentful on missing out of being young like 20-somethings my age. I know better, but I'm lost. God failed me, now what?
2007-12-10
09:55:44
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