seriously...its like i dont have the option to choose what i want, to choose the life i want.
nothing i want has ever come true, and my unsupportive family who impose upon me and who throw the blame on me and have suppressed and controlled me all my life, they tell me to take each day...stay where iam in the uk...make the best of things.
and for me thats not good enough. my dreams are and what ive always wanted is to :
choose my friends....to emigrate far from the uk, to the usa or canada...build a new life ( choose) a loving partner, a secure home...get a good job...have a life, have friends.
ive missed out & none of this as ever happened, i live on welfare in a one bedroom flat, never been employed, never gained qualifications, never been in a relationship, never made any friends.
im 30 & have borderline personality disorder..i dont have anyone, im extremely lonely...i want to go my own way...move from the uk...build my own life elsewhere
2007-11-04
06:45:12
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