Ok. Well, for years now I've had a problem in which I get semmingly nourished by other peoples' anger. It's not really sadism because there's no lust or desire to it. Not only that, but I don't like pain or sorrow, yet. Just anger.
What happens is that in the mornings, I am exhausted, no matter how much I slept the night before. I drive to class and/or work, and on the way I irritate and anger as many people on the way. Everytime I do, I feel as if I just took a shot of pure caffiene.
I mean, I can possibly explain it as the process of angering gets my adrenaline flowing, and that wakes me up. But I don't really know.
It's like I'm feeding off of their anger and feeding off of the feelings it produces. I do it in the car, in person, on campus, at the store, pretty much whenever I feel drained. The problem I'm having is I can't conrtol it. It's like an instinct.
Has anyone ever heard of this before?
2007-11-01
11:27:50
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