I hate being in public and around people. Even my own family members. I stay home 24/7 and have no friends. I was so much scared that i dropped outta school 2 years in a row. I think its my self conscience, my weight for instance. I'm 15 and weight 260+ pounds and im 5'10. I dont really look fat, just a big frame. Of course i look a little chubby. I have a hard time communicating with people at school. Sometimes ill just smile or just simple "yes or no" answers to people. But around my parents i'm like any other normal person.
I've tried different things but now i feel stupid. I never told my parents about this. They think im weird or just "dont wanna go to school". But its much more than that.
What started this is when i started middle school and wasnt used to it. It was a bigger school and i wasnt used to it. I had kids always harassing me and picking on me, name calling, calling me fat, making fun of my acne. My self esteem and self conscience dropped low.
2007-08-18
21:36:49
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Ryan M
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Mental Health