whenever i can't do something, or i fail whilst trying something, these thoughts fly into my head of asking satan/lucifer to help me achieve the goals!? yet i don't want there help, i want to do stuff on my own.
see, even now, i'm talking as if they are living, breathing people.
i suffer from depression alot, and i feel as if the depression is trying to get me killed, but i don't want to die yet, or be killed, but i feel as if the depression is constantly trying to get me onto a route that would lead to suicide and/or death.
its really frightening me, and at the same time, pissing me off.
i fear these things because i don't understand them, thats the only
do understand about it all.
2007-01-01
10:23:03
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Brutal_Yet_Beautiful
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Mental Health