whenever i can't do something, or i fail whilst trying something, these thoughts fly into my head of asking satan/lucifer to help me achieve the goals!? yet i don't want there help, i want to do stuff on my own.
see, even now, i'm talking as if they are living, breathing people.
i suffer from depression alot, and i feel as if the depression is trying to get me killed, but i don't want to die yet, or be killed, but i feel as if the depression is constantly trying to get me onto a route that would lead to suicide and/or death.
its really frightening me, and at the same time, pissing me off.
i fear these things because i don't understand them, thats the only
do understand about it all.
2007-01-01 10:23:03 · 14 answers · asked by Brutal_Yet_Beautiful 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
*the only part i do understand
2007-01-01 10:26:36 · update #1
and then i'm constantly reason with the depression/satan, saying stuff like, "it wasn't me, it was the depression, i don't want your help, i can do it" and some other stuff, in an attempt to gain peace of mind again
2007-01-01 10:29:48 · update #2
oh sweet heyzeus
go go fast to docter run
you is not crazey but if you doesnt get help you may get seriously wcko
sorry but need to tell truth
get help before its too late
2007-01-01 10:26:52 · answer #1 · answered by 99tzm 3 · 3⤊ 3⤋
You need to maybe get a different perspective on life. You may need to speak to someone who you can confide in or someone who is qualified to help. Not everything in life goes to plan. Life is a big test and you should just take it as that and not be too hard on yourself. Some tests we pass some we fail and sometimes we have to keep trying and trying until we succeed and in the event you cannot attain that which you seek then it is probably for good reasons. Either there is something better out there or what you are trying to achieve is just not meant for you at that moment in time but you will have something equal or even better at another stage in your life. Things have a way of working out. So sometimes when we try and fail it may be for certain reasons, reasons that are just unknown to us.
If you do good then good will come to you. Do evil adn you will attain evil. You know and believe that Satan is no good so there is no point going down that route. Life is a gift and a great blessing.
You need to find something to occupy your time. Go out and see friends. Learn something new maybe a language or a skill just to get your mind off depression. You need a new perspective. With depression, you have to basically try to help yourself. Find out what maybe triggers your depression and try to work to counteract that. Know what makes you depressed. Do some reading or exercise or something else everytime you feel you maybe sinking into the state of depression. Try not to think too much.
Have a happy New year and may this year be better than the last. I wish you all the best and God's richest blessings. I pray he helps you through your rough patches in life. Take care and all the best. Don't stop trying and don't give up. You are here for a reason.
2007-01-01 19:02:08 · answer #2 · answered by I want to help 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Do not ask the Devil for help, ask GOD. Even the Devil is afraid of him. With good reason too. He is ALL POWERFUL. and can defeat the Devil. So now, knowing this, who do YOU want on your side? Do not be discouraged when you fail. Learn by your mistakes. If you water a flower with gasoline instead of water and it dies, what have you learned. You have learned that you can't water a flower with gas. Same with anything else. Some of the greatest inventions past and present have taken years to develop and perfect. If these men had given up we would still be in the stone age looking for the wheel. You stated you don't understand. People are ALWAYS afraid of things they don't understand. If you want to understand about something, read about it or look up on line info about it. The more you understand, the less afraid you will be. Killing yourself is the cowards way out. YOU are NOT a coward or you would not be trying to get help or understand what is happenning to you. Talk to a counselor about this and you'll find they will agree. I repeat, THERE IS NO SHAME IN ASKING FOR HELP. The ONLY shame is in NOT asking. ASK GOD to GUIDE YOU. He will answer.
2007-01-01 18:38:12 · answer #3 · answered by Deb 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Honey you need to go to your Doctor
You can be referrred to the mental health services,
They give you an initial assessment and you can be given a CPN which is a psychiatric nurse.
You can discuss anything with them and they can liase with your Doctor to find the best course of treatment.
Clearly something is wrong and you must get help as you are on a slippery slope and you don't want to hit rock bottom
If you do hit rock bottom, they have the power to section you on a 28 day order.
Get the help, don't be scared
If it can happen to Frank Bruno, one of the toughest men ever, then it can happen to anyone.
Good luck
Ps I just went through your other questions.
Oh my god you are only 19,
You say you are having bad nightmares and hearing things, like your family talking to you when they are not.
Honey, i'm no doctor, but I do know about mental health.
I think that you may have schizophrenia.
You must get help now
2007-01-01 18:32:45 · answer #4 · answered by Elle J Morgan 6 · 4⤊ 0⤋
depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain.. it can cause uneasiness, negative thought, surreal images and many physical malfuntions.. generally there are mild anti-depressants that will level your imbalance. If you can't afford a doctor then go to your local county health department and tell them that you need help but have little money. They will help you for a nominal fee or no fee at all. Your tax dollars support the county health dept.. Most have a mental health specialist who will be very helpfull.. you must find the root cause of your problem before you do anything else..
2007-01-01 18:38:37 · answer #5 · answered by J. W. H 5 · 3⤊ 0⤋
i think you should consult your doctor. Issues surrounding mental health should not be ignored or something to be embarrassed about. Depression is very common and can be managed in most people.
It seems like you are worried about loosing control, and if left too long this will only worry you more. You need to seek proper medical health help so you can be assessed and helped through this difficult time, after all this is only a moment of your life and you can move through it.
You are in control of your life, if you feel that this control is slipping away then you need to get others to help you that know what they are talking about. Asking satan for help is just the illness you can get through this with help from a doctor. good luck
2007-01-01 18:31:22 · answer #6 · answered by Linzi J 2 · 6⤊ 0⤋
You need to see a doctor ASAP. The problem that you are having with your thoughts about Satan are due to a mental condition that you will need professional help with.
Usually these conditions can be helped a lot with medications and counseling. Depression can cause all of the symptoms that you describe.
2007-01-01 18:50:16 · answer #7 · answered by Smartassawhip 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
lYou need to be praying i pray for a lot of ppl the Lord had shown me this is his will for me and i do know depression But there is a way out you Need God you should read the bible and get into things like that that's better than Satan cuz i can tell you for a fact that he's a lier and deciver ive had my fights with him and heres what i did i had gone to church one sun and the pastor said some times you gotta tell him to go so im walking down the street fed up and im goin satan you cant have me im a "Child Of God"
you got to tell him and let him know where you stand and i will be praying for you God Bless
2007-01-01 18:40:07 · answer #8 · answered by Leveler 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
you do need help. in the mean time wrak your mind and try to find why this happens. I had problems with depression an I still do I still on occasion just want to leave and have them find my body somewhere. To get over this you might just want to say "satan, I'm gonna kick your ***!!" and keep going on with life. so long as you don't die I have a feeling you'll get through this.
good luck
2007-01-01 18:34:37 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 1⤋
Why do you think Satan/Lucifer will help you? He only wants to destroy you. Why don't you ask Jesus to help you? He loves you and wants you to be well and safe. If you feel suicidal, instead of throwing your life away, trying giving it to Jesus instead? Even if you don't really believe in Him, just say, "Jesus if you are real, please come into my heart and heal me." I did that over 20 years ago and I've known peace and joy ever since. God bless you.
2007-01-01 18:34:57 · answer #10 · answered by Ricki 1 · 1⤊ 1⤋
You definitely need to get help on this one love - it's not that you're mad or crazy - just that you get these impulsive thoughts and you need to know how to stop them. I would go sooner rather than later as at the moment you are able to identify which thoughts and feelings are not real - you need to be able to explain it all as clearly as you have here and you will get the right help. Good luck xxxx
2007-01-01 18:36:19 · answer #11 · answered by starlet108 7 · 2⤊ 1⤋