I've been addicted to it on and off the past 5yrs whilst spiralling in and out of depressive boats. I mostly use movies and the like to take me away. I'll rent a stack of video's atleast once a week, they are my "painkillers". I am aware that i've let myself fall into a cycle of "living" vicariously through fictional characters and telling myself tomorrow, tomorrow, soon, soon i'll get thing's together and that will be my pay back. Well it's been years now and i'm afraid my dreams and goals are becoming just that - fiction and fantasy.. On some days when i'm faced with reality i realize what i've done because i find it so difficult to cope.. I'm addicted to it and don't know what i'd do with myself if i didn't have this outlet to go to.. what to do, snap out of it yes, it's so logical......but not.
2006-12-07
03:40:07
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