OK, well, I love my boyfriend to death, withall of my heart. I want to be with him forever. We've been together a year, and recently things have been at the worst. I messed up a while back, just by being too "emotional" or whatever, but I wanted to be with him so much and so I decided to do better and I have. I've definitely done all I can for him. Well, things used to be wonderful, we were so close and I could tell he wanted to be with me everyday and I could tell he was just as crazy about me. Lately it hasn't felt that way. Because of something I did a while back, he's said he's "lost feelings for me", but yet he still wants to be with me. I found a journal of his where he mentioned wanting to be with other girls, and how he regretted not takling to someone, and how he HAS to talk to this one girl sometime this year. And I just broke up with him, I wasn't upset, I just felt so disrespected and worthless, so I let him go. But he kept calling me, and of course I DON'T want to lose him. Now I'm thinking about moving, I want to just be his friend so he can think about whether he really wants to be with me or not. I told him this, since he's supposedly lost feelings for me. But he never does anything for me, he never asks to be with me, he never wants to call me because he truly wants to. I can just tell he's lost feelings for me as well. As heartbreaking as it is, I told him I'd be his friend while he thought about, but he says he's sure he loves me and he;s sure he wants to be with me forever. He keeps changing his mind. I want to believe him because I want to be with him, but I don't know. I know nothing will probably change and I'll end up hurting again. What should I do???
2007-12-17
12:45:31
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