Looking back on my past and how I was before I met Christ makes me think of how I got through it not having a strong relationship with him. Having been through foster care and adoption, my past was hard and it brought me to many bridges and obstacles that I didn’t know if I could overcome. I felt alone, and as if something was missing.
When I was placed into my second foster home, I met someone who truly touched my life. I gained happiness and security from her, and soon began to feel wanted again. She became to be one of the biggest influences on my life in becoming stronger with my faith.
Although I did know Christ through people around me that knew him, I didn’t have a strong relationship with him. It never really clicked that he was the thing that was missing, until later on, when everything started to crumble around me, and I began to feel so alone, I realized that Christ was the thing I needed all along. I started to understand my past better and began wondering why it all happened the way it did.
By becoming stronger with Christ I slowly began to figure out it all happened for a reason, I wasn’t sure of what this reason was, but I knew that the Lord Jesus Christ did.
I began coming to Lawrence Wesleyan Church in 2000. There was something about this place, It felt good walking in the church, knowing that it was the house of God. I loved the atmosphere of everyone here. For the longest time I was shy to sing, Finally, I asked myself the question, What am I afraid of? Everyone around me was singing, raising there hands up to Christ, and I was just standing there, as If I was out in space. One day, a song came on that I knew well, and I started to sing. The feeling inside of me was powerful, and before the song was over, I found myself in tears. I left church with a smile on my face that day, I’ll never forget that feeling, it was wonderful.
In the past two years, I have noticed, I’ve became imensly closer to christ. My attitude has changed, I spread the word of Christ to anyone that will listen. I think twice before taking actions. When I get upset or angry, I find myself praying to God to help me, to give me the courage and strenghth to get through.
Looking back on all of this makes me smile. Yes, some of the bridges and obstacles that have been placed in front of me have been hard, and I know there will be more in the fute, but I also know that God will never put an obstacle in front of me that I can’t overcome. He has been with me this whole time and He will always be with me in the future.
2007-09-09
12:58:48
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