I had a beautiful baby boy 10/26/06 who is intelluctually developing fast. I was dealing with really bad depression during my pregnancy and I thought I was doing fine since I delivered. Acourse a couple days up to a week afterwards i was crying for no reason but i knew that was from my hormones. but now im crying again, extremely paranoid of my boyfriend leavin me again for someone else and bein stuck with this baby all by myself, i feel like no one understands me or what im goin thru, my moods go from one extreme to another several times a day, i flip out on ppl for no reason, i feel i look disgusting, i had sex 3 times since having my baby during i feel dirty and ashamed and i have thoughts of my boyfriend having sex with other ppl but i know i need to please him due to the fear of him goin else to be pleased. i feel like my life is tumbling down and i have no control over it and im afraid of taking my boyfriend and my child down with me.not often i have thoughts of hurting my child
2007-01-03
02:13:17
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foxzie006
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