I had to put my 19y/o dog to sleep yesterday and I miss him so much.His kidneys were failing and yesterday he was in so much pain that we had to let him go.We got to the vet and had him run some tests,which confirmed that his kidneys were not functioning at all.My wife couldn't stand to be in the room when he was put to sleep,so she kissed and hugged him then went crying into the lobby.There was no way I was going to let him be alone when this happened, so I held him in my lap and petted him while the Doctor gently gave him the shot.I think he knew what was happening,because he looked me in the eyes,reached up and kissed my nose,then he put his little head down and was gone within a minute.I'm in my late 30's and consider myself a tough guy,I've been an iron worker for over 20 years,but when that 12 pound dog passed away in my arms I was crying like a baby.I had to take the day off today because I am just so torn up emotionally about this.Does anyone know a way to cope with this?
2007-10-08
10:24:21
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Sam
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