I always feel like I'm worrying about one thing or another, busy being jealous or judgmental and then feeling guilty about it, self-conscious about what I look like and what others think of me, getting worried that I'm not well-liked, approval-addicted and ambition-driven, loudmouthed and outgoing, not afraid to take risks, which then equals more "trouble" and complication for me. I'm also always praying about my problems, which get solved but then more of them come up, leading me to struggle somewhat or grow distant in my faith sometimes. My boyfriend of 1.5 years, who is almost the exact opposite although we get along perfectly, seems to have SUCH a simpler life. He just gets up, eats food, goes to college, does well because he's like a genius, reads sports news and watches ESPN, hangs out with his buds and with me, sleeps all the time, and keeps devoted to God and our church...
How does this happen? I've tried to live like him but it's just not ME! Please help... I'm troubled.
2007-01-08
06:07:05
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reba
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