I always avoid my friends that call me, I try not to hang out with people to often, i like being alone for some odd reason too. I feel like no one understands me too. I was supposed to go my best friend's New Years Party tonight but chose not to for some reason. I have a girl that's madly in love with me, I like her back, but I just choose to ignore her, I haven't hung out with her in 3 weeks.
I have alot of friends, I don't know why I always never hang out with them. It's like I never want to talk or hang out with my friends, even my best friends....
I'm shy in groups too, I'm pretty active with 3 or less people, but if it's like a group of 10 or something I just don't talk much, I turn really shy. I always feel like I'm not normal, but I see videos of myself with my friends sometimes and I seem pretty normal but shy. I feel like I'm the friend that's just 'there', I don't really feel like i'm part of my friend's groups, but in reality I am, I avoid them a lot though...
2006-12-31
18:48:15
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