All my life, somehow I just end up w lousy guys. I get to know them, put my trust in them, love them w all my heart, then watch 'em turn from nice guys into monsters, dey start treating me like trash, scold me, put me down, make me feel so low every time one leaves me i am broken and feel so worthless i ask ppl if i deserve better.
I read b4, u need to love urself to get gd guys... aft a 2yr depression (I rem i described it at tat time as a 'bottomless pit where there's no lifesavin rope to save me anymore - i gotta climb outta it myself'), i vowed nvr to get there or let any1 mess w me like tat again..aft tat, I actually found a man who really loved me, n still does.He's everythin i dreamt n all qlties the jerks dun hv.
But I still fell in love w someone else who showed me he was worth to put my trust in him, then suddenly treats me like trash again...
So do i never get anywhere? Is tat nice guy e 1 chance in my life to make it rite? Can i stil trust myself to find another gd guy?
2006-12-29
14:58:06
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