Some days I find myself to be very confident and passive, and other days I am terrified to even look at my boss, for I live in fear of him. Even while I am at home, or laying in bed getting ready to fall asleep, I get these overwhelming feelings of "Ohmygosh, what if he fires me? What if he yells at me? What if he screams at me????" Until I'm in a complete tizzy. Other times I feel ok, like I'm better than him and that karma is a true thing. Why am I teetering between my insecurity and my confidence? And why outside of work, as well as during my working hours? PS- The whole story is way too long to post, basically I will not be in this situation forever, but MUST endure it for a while longer. It's been about 6 years and each year is getting worse than the one before. He has screamed at me, gotten in my face, questioned my marriage (in front of co-workers, might I add), called my a *)$)^&) workless *&^$%&$, etc. And yes, my human resource dept does NOTHING about it to my knowledge....
2007-01-31
13:53:26
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