feel like I haven't studied enough, or I am being lazy when I stop to relax for a minute. For example, I just had a week off from school for winter vacation and I go back to school tomorrow, and I am sitting here thinking "I could have practiced my clarinet more for my audition, now I am not going to get into concert band, oh no, mid-terms are in 2 1/2 weeks, I didn't study that much, now I am going to fail them all" What do I do, I always feel like whatever I do isn't enough or isn't good enough, I hate this, I occationally feel suicidal, although I never think I will commit, I can't put my family through that kind of pain, but my great grandpa did commit so it does run in the family, HELP!!!!!!
2007-01-01
11:22:47
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Elizabeth B
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