I have schizoid personality disorder and dysthymia in addition to a brain which never quits thinking. I feel no pleasure; I comprehend the reaction and recognition but feel nothing. I am a misanthropic loner; a hater of people and avoider of social situations. I have no desire for human relationships. I have a few friends that I live with, but if I lived on my alone, I would never invite them over. Little interest in sex.
I've often wondered what the point of existence is and for most people, it's a combination of love, self confidence, and purpose. For me, love does not apply and seeing as how I feel no pleasure, it is quite difficult for me to pursue dreams that I'm not overly passionate about.
Where do I find my happiness? Is it a possibility to do things that would be very hurtful and anti-social in nature(severing ties with parents and society in general, even people that care about me) in order to be happy? What do you do when you're not the example written about?
2007-01-02
17:03:17
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prohatchetman
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