I am in an utter depression, I dont eat, I only go to work and go home and sleep. I brokeup with my girlfriend 6 months ago and she married some guy 3 months later. I had 3 years to make a move on her but ALWAYS gave her false promises and changed my mind about getting married. So, I know I did this to myself! She is just an amazing person and I let her go, I cant believe how sick I feel, it seems better if I was dead.
I have HPV, my hair is falling out, I hate my job, it is all just terrible. I miss her so deeply and get deal with the fact I will never see her again, I am too hurt, feel guilty, regret, just eveything, just WISHING every second I could go back to the past and marry her, but then I know I cant. Life for me is the worst. how can I get myself ouf this, I am scared I never will.......
2007-05-18
07:11:13
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mano
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Mental Health